Making jealous to your love one
is not a big deal. Making others jealous of your love one is. You never know
the wave of jealousy that you are creating for your love-one may kill the
relationship. It’s never a year, nor a month, nor a day, nor an hour, nor a
minute, nor a second that end the relationship which was build in 100s of days.
It’s just the moment that may destroy your house full of love and happiness,
burning down with the tears and frustration. It’s is always a moment to destroy and years
to build. So, it’s on you that you give your moment to build it or destroy it. I always question myself that why i loved you? Why my mind starting thinking of you? Why my heart starting beating for you? Why?? The question always trigger to my mind. WHY?? I’m unknown of the facts that why i fell in love with you. Did i fall in love with you or time made me started loving you. I’m dilemma; I’m out of my mind. But somewhere deep in my heart i feel the love of you. Loneliness of being without you kills somewhere in my heart. But still I’m unaware of moment when i fell in love with you. I can’t presume the time that made me fell. But why i was showing my desperate feeling towards you in the early days of our love life. Isn't that love? Or that was just the infatuation that occurs to me. Or it’s just the beauty of body that dragged me towards you. There are 100s of question revolving over my head. I neither can run away from that nor i can answer them back. Besides all, i just know and i’m very clear that i want you to be happy and better. That doesn't mean that i want new one on you. I still want you to be you with better piece of carve on you.
I may not be able to answer your
question that, “Didn't you love just the way i’m?” I may fail to justify what i
actually mean when i mean better you. The “You” is always a “You” what i want.
Only wish to make it Better “You”. If I’m not able to make “You” as “Better You”
that what’s the point of living with you. Every lover want their love-one to be better
and better always that doesn't they don’t love the real one. Being self doesn't
mean growing your awful and childish behavior when you are grown up. Being
self means being true to your heart and improving yourself as the world and
your concern-one wants to see you. We always have to live our own life by our
own that doesn't mean you should forget those days and moments when many of
your near one lived for you. If they did for you then you also have obligation
for doing to them.
You can’t dream your life as
other did. They are different and we are different. They didn't cry together as we did, they didn't
laugh together as we did, they didn't fight as we did, they didn't feel the
same warmness that we felt, they didn't love the way we did. They didn't do the
way we did; we didn't do the way they did.
Both of us did the same, as we, they also loved each other but they are
they and we are we.
If marriage is the end of our
love then i never loved you. It’s just the major part of our society, not the
major one of my love. Living happily with you is only major things of mine.
That’s doesn't mean I’m running away from the fact that one day we have to
marry. I will, surely i will, i always dream of it, i always think of it that
doesn't mean i always have to speak of it. Talking about this we can’t forget
the moment where we started our love with no-hope of being together for long or
marrying each other. Today we are growing; being together with each other for
eternity has rotten in our heart badly. We started with zero chance of marriage
and we are here with 99 today. But still you are lingering with remaining 1 then
I’m sorry. I can lie with me but can’t lie with you. 1 % is something that i
always keep until i finish the game. But still i want you to stay; i want you
to love more. I don’t want to break up the relationship and it’s not a Break-Up day too.
