By my birth, I have given tag of so-called social animal. No one asked me and they won't. I am so confused, Am I happy to be the most intelligent creature of the world? I hope i never get answer of it because i will never dare to search it out. Love, the most unsatisfactory thing of the world. We want more and more. Love of mother, parents, siblings, relatives, friends and so on. Love from such a big circle of people will meant nothing when we got into so-called love of today's generation. The love between girl and boy. I don't know, Did love had same definition in those ancient days as today. The love of a girl-boy has power to pull down the love of whole universe. This is what i see in most of my generation fellows. I may be exception. I fail to do it. Yes, I fail to love you more than my family, relatives and my own social groups. Yea, I do admit that it was me, who left your hand in air. And it was not my choice and it won't be either. I'm not a man. I can't break the barrier for you. But from bottom of my heart i love you, with the coldness of hands i miss you, with the electro signal of my mind i care you. All my care and affection towards you can't prove that how much i love you until and unless i bring guts to hold your hands. I know i can't. I'm coward. I afraid to lose my family and so-called social groups bonds. It’s not your fault that we are apart. I know you are still growing the hope of being together, knowing that it’s near to impossible. I'm love triangle between my heart, mind and society. I can only say single word to you - "sorry" but I'm not a betrayer.
