Thursday, April 3, 2014

SEEN

Sagar Gyawali
11 hours ago
"Betraying me is not the problem, believing you is"

Facebook status always comes through my heart, what exactly I feel at that moment. I didn't break the trend this time too. As always, Facebook's mafias did like and comment to make it another hit one!! It was oblivious that, question like 'what happen?', 'is something wrong','who betray you', bla blaa will be booming. I never replied on such questions and also never took as major concern. My pessimistic thoughts on facebook always seek for conflict. May be Karl Marx was right, conflict create change. Here I was hoping for the change to encounter, the change on her behaviour. The change of her immaturity to maturity. The change of her stupidity to intellectual-ity. The change that can be sustainable. I don't want it as previous one. The change that fade away with time.
I'm really bad at expressing things directly. Words help me lots to express myself. Facebook as usual didn't betray me and my thoughts to reach till her. And it finally reached her early morning.

She: hello dear
Me: hey, के छ?
She: ठिक छ बुढा ! के हो त्यस्तो status?
Me: (as if you don't know it, fishy smile in my face) nothing just a status
She: why?? Did I do something wrong?
Me: (now she seems coming on hardcore conversation) nothing that serious, its just what i felt yesterday
She: what you felt, huh... yesterday?
Me: same thing what I wrote
She: come on say me, I’m serious. Why you wrote that?? You always do like that? You never share anything with me
Me: (what should I share....I don't feel that desperate to share my harsh feeling to one someone who made it harsh) nth much till when you study yesterday ?
She: I don't remember exactly time, may be 12:15 around why?? Can you please for god sake say me what the fuck is behind the scene of the status?
Me: did you use viber after we had long talk at 9 pm तिर??
She: huh...why you asking all these bullshits... I don't remember...first say what's wrong??
Me: (I don't remember re...you saying it as if using viber is blinking your eyes..without any consciousness) don't remember???? Why you can't remember what you did one day ago also?
She: No i don't . ohk bye I got lots of work to do.

(I fail to change you again, you are the one whose viber online status is off, how can i know you are online or not and when i text you it gets delivered and SEEN but i don't get reply of it. What should i think now then??)